サムイノキライ it's freezing here

今日は寒い。寒い寒い死ぬほど寒い。

おまけに昨日の夜更かしで眠い。目が開かない。

化粧のりも悪い。服も適当。テンションも低い。

そして体調も優れない…

どれもみんな、絶対に数日以内に来るはずの月一の腹痛病のせいだ。

今日唯一の授業中も、そのクラスのレポートのミーティング中も、なんか上の空だったな。

ごめん、ペアの子。何話したのか、あなたがどんな顔だったのかも覚えてないわ。。

その後翻訳して送った、明日の授業用のチャイ語、果たしてちゃんと届いてるのかどうか。

バイオリンの練習の時だけは、ちゃんと意識があって良かった…。

うん、いつも通り、私はすごい音を奏でてたわ 汗

１日中なんとなく物悲しいのは、James Bluntの"You're Beautiful"を昨日聞いたから。

あーもぅ、他人の歌なんかで切ながってる場合じゃないのに。私は忙しいんだから！

でも、明日から１２月！！きっと明日は楽しい１日になるはず！

it's freezing today... it's fucking cold, i can't go to school!!

and i'm soooo tired from last night reading crap! such a waste of time!

my makeup isn't right, i hate my clothes, how i'm so depressed today... 

i feel so terrible

and i know they're all due to my once-a-month-stomachache arrival... probably in a few days.

I was totally up in the air during the only class i had today.

i'm so sorry, my project partner,  but i have no idea what we had talked about

nor do i even remember your face...

i wonder if that e-mail got to her, that Cinese homework i did after that class.

at least, i remember clearly about our orchestra practice today.

i was making weird noises as usual... :<

because I listened to that song, "You're Beautiful", by James Blunt yesterday

and that's what's  making me feel so sad througout the day. gosh!

i'm a busy girl, and don't have time being broken-hearted by other people's songs, ok?

but tomorrow is December!!! i hope tomorrow will be a good day for me!!!